{"id":2753,"date":"2014-09-07T23:36:21","date_gmt":"2014-09-08T06:36:21","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/roselinahung.com\/blog\/?p=2753"},"modified":"2024-03-19T00:17:32","modified_gmt":"2024-03-19T07:17:32","slug":"its-not-you-its-me","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/roselinahung.com\/blog\/its-not-you-its-me\/","title":{"rendered":"It&#8217;s Not You, It&#8217;s Me"},"content":{"rendered":"<figure id=\"attachment_2763\" aria-describedby=\"caption-attachment-2763\" style=\"width: 550px\" class=\"wp-caption aligncenter\"><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" data-attachment-id=\"2763\" data-permalink=\"http:\/\/roselinahung.com\/blog\/its-not-you-its-me\/sketch-dtl\/\" data-orig-file=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/roselinahung.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/09\/sketch-dtl.jpg?fit=550%2C389\" data-orig-size=\"550,389\" data-comments-opened=\"1\" data-image-meta=\"{&quot;aperture&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;credit&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;camera&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;caption&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;created_timestamp&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;copyright&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;focal_length&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;iso&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;shutter_speed&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;title&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;orientation&quot;:&quot;0&quot;}\" data-image-title=\"sketch-dtl\" data-image-description=\"\" data-image-caption=\"&lt;p&gt;A detail of my mural sketch&lt;\/p&gt;\n\" data-medium-file=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/roselinahung.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/09\/sketch-dtl.jpg?fit=300%2C212\" data-large-file=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/roselinahung.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/09\/sketch-dtl.jpg?fit=550%2C389\" class=\"size-full wp-image-2763\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/roselinahung.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/09\/sketch-dtl.jpg?resize=550%2C389\" alt=\"A detail of my mural sketch\" width=\"550\" height=\"389\" srcset=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/roselinahung.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/09\/sketch-dtl.jpg?w=550 550w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/roselinahung.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/09\/sketch-dtl.jpg?resize=300%2C212 300w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 550px) 100vw, 550px\" \/><figcaption id=\"caption-attachment-2763\" class=\"wp-caption-text\">A detail of my mural sketch<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">My blog has been a little quiet lately as I was working on a project, which unfortunately (or fortunately\u00a0for that matter)\u00a0I am no longer a part of. Without going into too much detail, I was\u00a0commissioned to do a large mural for\u00a0a new store in downtown Vancouver. I was very excited about the prospect of working on such a large scale, as it would have been just under 30 x 30 feet of blank wall\u00a0for me to play with.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">I was initially under the impression that I had a bit of\u00a0creative freedom\u00a0in the process, but in the end it turned out that they wanted someone to hand\u00a0paint a very specific visual\u00a0(a wall full of\u00a0their best-sellers).\u00a0The mural had to be painted in a specific style completely foreign to my work, but I still had to do press and media events relating the work back to my practice in order to promote their company working with a local artist. I was very uncomfortable with this, as it had not been what I originally thought the project was, and after much back and forth attempts to compromise, it came time to walk away.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">When I was first awarded\u00a0the project, I was given a few themes to work with and to look at\u00a0the artist C\u00e9zanne&#8217;s work.\u00a0While my first\u00a0sketch was rejected right off the bat, I wanted to share the sketch and some ideas behind it.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">The day I found out I got the\u00a0commission, I wase visiting the Seattle Art Museum. While in the Japanese section, I came across a Hokusai painting, <em>Five Beautiful Women<\/em>:<\/p>\n<figure id=\"attachment_2754\" aria-describedby=\"caption-attachment-2754\" style=\"width: 550px\" class=\"wp-caption aligncenter\"><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" data-attachment-id=\"2754\" data-permalink=\"http:\/\/roselinahung.com\/blog\/its-not-you-its-me\/hokusai-fivebeautifulwomen\/\" data-orig-file=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/roselinahung.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/09\/Hokusai-FiveBeautifulWomen.jpg?fit=550%2C1383\" data-orig-size=\"550,1383\" data-comments-opened=\"1\" data-image-meta=\"{&quot;aperture&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;credit&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;camera&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;caption&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;created_timestamp&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;copyright&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;focal_length&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;iso&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;shutter_speed&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;title&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;orientation&quot;:&quot;0&quot;}\" data-image-title=\"Hokusai-FiveBeautifulWomen\" data-image-description=\"\" data-image-caption=\"&lt;p&gt;Katsushika Hokusai &#8211; Five Beautiful Women (1804-18)&lt;\/p&gt;\n\" data-medium-file=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/roselinahung.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/09\/Hokusai-FiveBeautifulWomen.jpg?fit=119%2C300\" data-large-file=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/roselinahung.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/09\/Hokusai-FiveBeautifulWomen.jpg?fit=407%2C1024\" class=\"size-full wp-image-2754\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/roselinahung.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/09\/Hokusai-FiveBeautifulWomen.jpg?resize=550%2C1383\" alt=\"Katsushika Hokusai - Five Beautiful Women (1804-18)\" width=\"550\" height=\"1383\" srcset=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/roselinahung.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/09\/Hokusai-FiveBeautifulWomen.jpg?w=550 550w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/roselinahung.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/09\/Hokusai-FiveBeautifulWomen.jpg?resize=119%2C300 119w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/roselinahung.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/09\/Hokusai-FiveBeautifulWomen.jpg?resize=407%2C1024 407w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 550px) 100vw, 550px\" \/><figcaption id=\"caption-attachment-2754\" class=\"wp-caption-text\">Katsushika Hokusai &#8211; Five Beautiful Women (1804-18)<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">I was immediately drawn to the way that the kimono patterns were painted, the flat graphicness with the black lines, and\u00a0the\u00a0clashing yet complimentary array of patterns. With this image\u00a0in mind, I began researching for the\u00a0mural, studying\u00a0Cezanne&#8217;s work. In the process, I found some mention of his influence by Japonisme, and his paintings of Mont Sainte-Victoire in relation to Hokusai&#8217;s <em>Thirty-Six Views of Mount Fuji.<\/em><\/p>\n<figure id=\"attachment_2757\" aria-describedby=\"caption-attachment-2757\" style=\"width: 550px\" class=\"wp-caption aligncenter\"><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" data-attachment-id=\"2757\" data-permalink=\"http:\/\/roselinahung.com\/blog\/its-not-you-its-me\/paul_cezanne_114\/\" data-orig-file=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/roselinahung.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/09\/Paul_Cezanne_114.jpg?fit=550%2C442\" data-orig-size=\"550,442\" data-comments-opened=\"1\" data-image-meta=\"{&quot;aperture&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;credit&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;camera&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;caption&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;created_timestamp&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;copyright&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;focal_length&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;iso&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;shutter_speed&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;title&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;orientation&quot;:&quot;0&quot;}\" data-image-title=\"Paul_Cezanne_114\" data-image-description=\"\" data-image-caption=\"&lt;p&gt;Paul Cezanne &#8211; Mont Sainte-Victoire (1888-90)&lt;\/p&gt;\n\" data-medium-file=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/roselinahung.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/09\/Paul_Cezanne_114.jpg?fit=300%2C241\" data-large-file=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/roselinahung.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/09\/Paul_Cezanne_114.jpg?fit=550%2C442\" class=\"size-full wp-image-2757\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/roselinahung.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/09\/Paul_Cezanne_114.jpg?resize=550%2C442\" alt=\"Paul Cezanne - Mont Sainte-Victoire (1888-90)\" width=\"550\" height=\"442\" srcset=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/roselinahung.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/09\/Paul_Cezanne_114.jpg?w=550 550w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/roselinahung.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/09\/Paul_Cezanne_114.jpg?resize=300%2C241 300w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 550px) 100vw, 550px\" \/><figcaption id=\"caption-attachment-2757\" class=\"wp-caption-text\">Paul Cezanne &#8211; Mont Sainte-Victoire (1888-90)<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n<figure id=\"attachment_2756\" aria-describedby=\"caption-attachment-2756\" style=\"width: 550px\" class=\"wp-caption aligncenter\"><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" data-attachment-id=\"2756\" data-permalink=\"http:\/\/roselinahung.com\/blog\/its-not-you-its-me\/inume_pass_in_the_kai_province\/\" data-orig-file=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/roselinahung.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/09\/Inume_pass_in_the_Kai_province.jpg?fit=550%2C369\" data-orig-size=\"550,369\" data-comments-opened=\"1\" data-image-meta=\"{&quot;aperture&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;credit&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;camera&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;caption&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;created_timestamp&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;copyright&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;focal_length&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;iso&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;shutter_speed&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;title&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;orientation&quot;:&quot;0&quot;}\" data-image-title=\"Inume_pass_in_the_Kai_province\" data-image-description=\"\" data-image-caption=\"&lt;p&gt;Katsushika Hokusai &#8211; Inume Pass, K?sh? (1760\u20131849)&lt;\/p&gt;\n\" data-medium-file=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/roselinahung.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/09\/Inume_pass_in_the_Kai_province.jpg?fit=300%2C201\" data-large-file=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/roselinahung.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/09\/Inume_pass_in_the_Kai_province.jpg?fit=550%2C369\" class=\"size-full wp-image-2756\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/roselinahung.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/09\/Inume_pass_in_the_Kai_province.jpg?resize=550%2C369\" alt=\"Katsushika Hokusai - Inume Pass, K?sh? (1760\u20131849)\" width=\"550\" height=\"369\" srcset=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/roselinahung.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/09\/Inume_pass_in_the_Kai_province.jpg?w=550 550w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/roselinahung.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/09\/Inume_pass_in_the_Kai_province.jpg?resize=300%2C201 300w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 550px) 100vw, 550px\" \/><figcaption id=\"caption-attachment-2756\" class=\"wp-caption-text\">Katsushika Hokusai &#8211; Inume Pass, K?sh? (1760\u20131849)<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n<p>With these ideas in mind, I went to work and created a sketch that both worked in the company&#8217;s visuals and themes and also stayed true to my work. I created an image inspired by the Three Graces:<\/p>\n<figure id=\"attachment_2758\" aria-describedby=\"caption-attachment-2758\" style=\"width: 550px\" class=\"wp-caption aligncenter\"><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" data-attachment-id=\"2758\" data-permalink=\"http:\/\/roselinahung.com\/blog\/its-not-you-its-me\/mural-project\/\" data-orig-file=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/roselinahung.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/09\/mural-project.jpg?fit=800%2C599\" data-orig-size=\"800,599\" data-comments-opened=\"1\" data-image-meta=\"{&quot;aperture&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;credit&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;camera&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;caption&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;created_timestamp&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;copyright&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;focal_length&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;iso&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;shutter_speed&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;title&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;orientation&quot;:&quot;0&quot;}\" data-image-title=\"mural-project\" data-image-description=\"\" data-image-caption=\"&lt;p&gt;My initial sketch for the mural project&lt;\/p&gt;\n\" data-medium-file=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/roselinahung.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/09\/mural-project.jpg?fit=300%2C225\" data-large-file=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/roselinahung.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/09\/mural-project.jpg?fit=800%2C599\" class=\"wp-image-2758\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/roselinahung.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/09\/mural-project.jpg?resize=550%2C412\" alt=\"My initial sketch for the mural project\" width=\"550\" height=\"412\" srcset=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/roselinahung.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/09\/mural-project.jpg?w=800 800w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/roselinahung.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/09\/mural-project.jpg?resize=300%2C225 300w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/roselinahung.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/09\/mural-project.jpg?resize=768%2C575 768w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 550px) 100vw, 550px\" \/><figcaption id=\"caption-attachment-2758\" class=\"wp-caption-text\">My initial sketch for the mural project<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">I&#8217;ve had to change the sketch a bit so that I&#8217;m able to put it on my blog without revealing the company that had commissioned me. I&#8217;m hoping that I will be able to use this idea in another work in the future as I&#8217;m quite fond of the image and feel like it could exist on its own.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">I&#8217;ve painted\u00a0commissions in the past, and I have to say, after this experience, how grateful I am to have worked on those commissions, as my clients wanted me to create freely and use my creativity in interpreting their ideas.\u00a0Working on this project has been an eye opener for me. Challenging and frustrating at times, it&#8217;s helped me\u00a0understand how dedicated to my art practice I am. I&#8217;ve worked hard to get to where am I now, committing myself to my full time practice for the past 10 years. And never one to dwell too much on the negative, I now have time to dedicate to my own work in the studio and to preparing for my upcoming exhibition in Calgary next month.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">And now for a little classic Seinfeld:<\/p>\n<p><iframe loading=\"lazy\" src=\"\/\/www.youtube.com\/embed\/2uAj4wBIU-8\" width=\"420\" height=\"315\" frameborder=\"0\" allowfullscreen=\"allowfullscreen\"><\/iframe><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>My blog has been a little quiet lately as I was working on a project, which unfortunately (or fortunately\u00a0for that matter)\u00a0I am no longer a part of. Without going into too much detail, I was\u00a0commissioned to do a large mural for\u00a0a new store in downtown Vancouver. I was very excited about the prospect of working [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":2758,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"single-with-sidebar","format":"standard","meta":{"jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[6,21],"tags":[275,230,229,228,231,48,40],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/roselinahung.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/09\/mural-project.jpg?fit=800%2C599","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_likes_enabled":true,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/roselinahung.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2753"}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/roselinahung.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/roselinahung.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/roselinahung.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/roselinahung.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=2753"}],"version-history":[{"count":9,"href":"http:\/\/roselinahung.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2753\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":2767,"href":"http:\/\/roselinahung.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2753\/revisions\/2767"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/roselinahung.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/2758"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/roselinahung.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=2753"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/roselinahung.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=2753"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/roselinahung.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=2753"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}